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Once I lose some of my chubby-ness I will take swing dancing classes.

Thu, 10 May 2012 23:39:50 -0400

Once I lose some of my chubby-ness I will take swing dancing classes.

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Wed, 09 May 2012 00:01:38 -0400

I hate being alone and I get in these mind sets where it doesn’t feel ok and then I start to...

Tue, 01 May 2012 05:16:30 -0400

I hate being alone and I get in these mind sets where it doesn’t feel ok and then I start to panic why can’t I be normal

I know this is only a drawing but I wish I could look like her

Mon, 30 Apr 2012 21:30:01 -0400

I know this is only a drawing but I wish I could look like her

Sometimes I have dreams where they feel so really that I forget that they didn’t actually...

Fri, 27 Apr 2012 20:37:05 -0400

Sometimes I have dreams where they feel so really that I forget that they didn’t actually happen in real life, and I have to remind myself “that person wasn’t actually a dick to me it was just a dream” or that person didn’t really have a crush on me it was just a dream. Like I almost accidentally treat people differently because of my dreams and how they’re in them

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Tue, 24 Apr 2012 20:49:58 -0400

It just pisses me off I’ve never been anyones first choice, ever. I’m mostly just an...

Mon, 23 Apr 2012 06:30:00 -0400

It just pisses me off I’ve never been anyones first choice, ever. I’m mostly just an option. I’ve never been the “only one” in anyones eyes. No one has ever felt a special and true love with me, where they want to be with only me. No one has every wanted to just give me everything they had, no one has been willing to make me special. No one has ever thought “wow I just want to be in this girls arms for forever and no one else’s”. No one has ever felt perfectly happy with just me. Everyone wants more than what I can give. Everyone deserves that kind of love and affection but not everyone gets it and it’s hurtful. It really fucks up your self esteem after a while

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Wed, 18 Apr 2012 01:27:43 -0400

This feels weird.

Wed, 11 Apr 2012 22:29:26 -0400

This feels weird.

i am a pathetic person it embarrasses me so much

Tue, 10 Apr 2012 07:24:25 -0400

i am a pathetic person it embarrasses me so much

Wow this song is really powerful. His voice just blows me away

Sun, 08 Apr 2012 15:24:52 -0400

Wow this song is really powerful. His voice just blows me away

To be honest, I can’t picture living my life without you by my sidebecause you make me happy...

Sun, 08 Apr 2012 04:35:18 -0400

To be honest, I can’t picture living my life without you by my side
because you make me happy more than anything else

bootsi: The struggles of finding someone that is musically compatible with me.

Sun, 08 Apr 2012 01:36:34 -0400

bootsi:

The struggles of finding someone that is musically compatible with me.

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Thu, 05 Apr 2012 02:41:42 -0400

I fucking want to go to the revival tour, everyone is talking about how amazing it is and I fucking...

Wed, 04 Apr 2012 13:29:47 -0400

I fucking want to go to the revival tour, everyone is talking about how amazing it is and I fucking want to go. Fuck you ticket scalpers because you stole my opportunity to go. I am pissed off and I am not happy. This morning has been stressful as fuck and I want to just go to sleep

I think that if I could have one wish come true, I would wish for feeling okay when I’m alone....

Wed, 04 Apr 2012 03:04:06 -0400

I think that if I could have one wish come true, I would wish for feeling okay when I’m alone. I don’t want to be scared anymore

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Wed, 04 Apr 2012 02:54:11 -0400

i purposely act like i dont give a fuck when really i do

Sun, 25 Mar 2012 07:07:04 -0400

i purposely act like i dont give a fuck when really i do

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Thu, 01 Mar 2012 05:08:40 -0500

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Mon, 27 Feb 2012 20:51:44 -0500