I am so bad at showing my emotions, it’s ridiculous. I have such deep and strong feelings but no one would even know because I don’t show it. I don’t even think about showing it, doesn’t cross my mind even once. I need to open up more. I need to show people how I feel before it’s too late. It’s bad to love someone/ be in love with someone and not show it. Creates too many problems. Do I have problems? I don’t know if that’s normal, because everyone I know of shows how they feel easily, without any problems. Just by the way they act and the things they say. I keep it all inside my head and I don’t know how to express it. I want to though, I want to learn. Because I have too strong of feelings to hide anymore

and then when I tell someone that I honestly truly have strong feelings for them, they don’t believe me because.. well.. why would they

I don’t show it.

but man if they knew how I felt and what went through my head, I bet things would be different