February 2012
14 posts
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i hate her
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I feel so empty when I don’t spend my time with you
Elvis Presley
“Music should be something that makes you gotta move, inside or outside”
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awwww what no fair I wish I could have done a duet with elvis wtf
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i am not lovable and it makes me want to cry
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is there something wrong with me or
January 2012
19 posts
Reasons why I don't like starting conversations...
I feel annoying.
I feel like you might not want to talk.
I feel unwanted when you don’t reply.
It normally turns awkward and fades out.
Accurate
why the fuck does jeffrey have to keep saying that, it hurts
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is it sad that I can relate to everything I just posted from that ugly people blog
I want to lay with you all night and it embarrasses me to say so because I’m bad at saying how I feel and it makes me feel even more stupid
it makes me want to cry so im just not going to think about it
Now I cannot speak, I’ve lost my voice. I’m speechless and redundant. ‘Cause I love you’s not enough. I’m lost for words.
Love is when you would do anything and everything for someone. Love is when you want to spend all your time with them. Love is having a long history together. Love is sharing a special bond. Love is feeling the pain your partner feels, deeply. Love is wanting them to get better with all your heart. Love is when you accept their faults and love your partner for who they are. Love is seeing people...
December 2011
4 posts
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It really isn’t a good feeling
I am so bad at showing my emotions, it’s ridiculous. I have such deep and strong feelings but no one would even know because I don’t show it. I don’t even think about showing it, doesn’t cross my mind even once. I need to open up more. I need to show people how I feel before it’s too late. It’s bad to love someone/ be in love with someone and not show it....
November 2011
3 posts
I hate change
Im really scared of it
I can’t wait to find someone perfect for me who makes me feel special and like I’m the only one for him
And I want to be really close with him and be comfortable with him and like the same things as him
that would make me really happy
if i could find someone who only wants me
It’s clear to me that you guys think I’m naive and ignorant, but it would be awesome if you gave me a little more credit. Stop acting like I “don’t understand”. Don’t treat me with that disrespect. Yes, I am young. No, that does not mean I don’t know anything about “the real world”. You’re treating me as if you know how I’m feeling and what I’m thinking; What you assume is clearly completely...
October 2011
7 posts
Something is out of place. I’m unsure of what it is, but everyday I wake up and something feels wrong. I’m not comfortable. And when I think about my life I get an anxious/nervous feeling. I know I’m not happy and I want that to change
Nothing is clear to me right now. I can’t accurately communicate my feelings and thoughts.
I’m pathetic
You’ll never understand how much I hate being around her, why I hate seeing her. I hate seeing you and her together. When the three of us are hanging out you treat me so god damn different then when its just you and me hanging out It hurts so bad. I don’t even feel like your best friend when you’re with her I feel like just a friend.
I hate that you like me but then you like her...
Oh man I’m such a bitch all the time when I’m hurt. Oh my God it’s ridiculous. I wish that right when I got upset I could just shut the fuck up. Like I wish my mouth would magically staple shut and I wouldn’t be able to say ANYTHING till I was okay again. Then maybe I wouldn’t regret almost every word I say. Seriously.
I wish I could just live in my own little world, filled with people who wont judge me. It’s not that I want to just live in my garage for forever, because I do enjoy being around people. I would be quite lonely without them. But I’m sick of people giving me their opinions about things they don’t even know about. I would compare my problems to an ice burg, and all the people...
September 2011
18 posts
I remember the nights when you would call me and talk to me for hours about anything and everything that was on your mind. Whether it was about school, parents, friends, or anything else. I learned so much about you from those phone calls. I learned how your brain worked. You had the biggest impact on me.
And I remember the nights when you and I would spend each night in my room, playing video...
I hope this helps you understand a bit of where...
This is how I see it. My whole life is with you. You’re the only person I see every day. You’re the only person I spend time with. You’re the only person that I know everything about. You’re the only person who has really influenced me. You’re the only person who knows everything about me. You’re the only one who gets me. You are my life. Then I think about...